S e a r c h i n g

This world is becoming more and more twisted.. More and more cruel. Used to be a really cheerful kid who was constantly surrounded by people but changed into a whole new different person when we grow up. People do change overtime. I used to have the perfect family but.. It changed. People started picking a fight with each other out of a small matter and violence was used. Daddy would always blame the family because his work is not going smoothly.. It became a habit that he could not kick. He started finding woman outside so he could screw when he feel stressed. Until one day, he found someone that he truly love more than mummy. Heartbroken, the whole family turned their backs to him. Tears wasted, silent cries at night, hurting myself so I could feel better. When I tell people my problems, I feel as though they will judge me. So I decided to keep everything to myself. No one should know what I'm going through or they will use it against me. Trying to get out of the house as often as possible as I do not want to get dragged into this family matters anymore but it seems that I only got the negative side of things. I got kicked out of the house several times now.. This makes me feel like a house cat, who got abandoned.

“With nowhere to go, this little abandoned stray shall keep on walking, searching for a place where she can call 'home' with food to eat, water to drink and warmth from someone who would care for her like she is the most precious living thing on earth.”